Today I get denied for the raise I have been asking for. I am so pissed. I guess this is what happens to normal people. Today I realized, that I am one of these normal people. It sucks. Why would I want to spend the best years of my life sitting at this damn computer getting cellulite? This is bullshit. I now know why people go postal or kill their familes because they are stressed out. Work is not a place where fun things happen. Work is the drag ass of this world. I guess it pays the bills, but I don't even want bills if I have to constantly feel as if my life is meaningless. Gosh, I am now understanding what it is like to be an adult. More bullshit ( sorry mom ), but it is true.
So I have a solution to all this bullshit: find a job that makes me feel good & pays well. I am going to try to do this, even though I have mastered it. I am moving to NYC to go to yoga teacher training. Hopefully, I will become a special needs yoga teacher & things will look up. F-it, it is better than sitting on my ass wasting time.
SOrry, I just really needed to vent & lunch isn't for another half hour.
Love you
1 comment:
gotta do what makes you happy :) Are u moving out there or just going for awhile ?
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